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love lockdown"it's like i can see it all and then i can't. then it's all gone and i just think i'm swimming- swimming in what seems like to be my own blood. but it's pretty. it's so pretty. i've never been that pretty."love lockdown
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i knew it would be gone in a few hours. i would never feel your lips crawling up my spine, tearing apart my hipbone.
i guess that's what hurt about it. knowing it would be gone. this is the last time. the l a s t.
i always wanted to be the first. firsts were only the thing that mattered to me. but this, this was my last. so now how s
by ~iheldyoucloser
a wish.i wish that i was actually good at something.a wish.
i'm not even good at loving you.
i wish that i could actually do something right.
i wish that whenever i tried you didn't take it offensively.
i wish that i didn't have so many nights alone with nostalgic books.
i wish that i didn't always run to the bathroom just to puke it back up.
i wish that whenever i needed someone they didn't want to get up and leave.
i wish that i could stop crying.
i wish that i didn't want to drink some wine on a train to nowhere tonight.
i wish that i was bette
by ~iheldyoucloser
i'm sorry1)i'm sorry
i'm sorry i'm ugly and even though you said i'm pretty i know people told you i'm ugly as hell
2)
i'm sorry i'm fat in all the places you don't want me to be (and i'm sorry that i notice that your voice changes whenever you tell me i'm wrong)
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i'm sorry i've never had any experience before because no one likes me.
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i'm sorry i can't type anymore because my keyboard is wet with tears
5)
i'm sorry i'm crying blood
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i'm sorry all your friends hate me. everyone hates me anyways.
7) &
by ~iheldyoucloser
intermissionyou know i lost everyone because of you. what was the point of that? because now when i run to cry because of you, you're not there, and neither is anyone else.intermission
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i'm sorry but- no one says these things to me not even you.
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how am i supposed to believe you? when you just contradicted everything you had to say three months ago...
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'i only want you'
'maybe we could take a break and i could have sex with him.'
'you know, i only want to be with you.'
'maybe we could take a break
by ~iheldyoucloser
it wasn't quite what it seemed: a lack of pleasantries, |
Devious Info
- Interests: indifference, beauty, hearts, existentialism, fireflies, fields, summertime, staring at the sky.
- Favourite movie: thirteen, garden state.
- Favourite band or musician: death cab for cutie, dashboard confessional, tegan and sara, an horse, broken social scene.
- Favourite genre of music: alternative.
- Favourite poet or writer: you.
- Operating System: mac.
- MP3 player of choice: ipod video.
- Skin of choice: yours.
- Favourite game: dinorun.
- Personal Quote: "i need you so much closer."
- Email: indirectdependency@me.com
- AIM: failingforyouu
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" ...he's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same, and Linton's is as different as a moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire."
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'oh just ignore her
she's the kind of girl who only eats meat to find the wish bone'
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writing is my way to s p e a k
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My canvas is human...
What about yours?
some of them short, some of them long, either way you're great. & im super sorry for all your pain. I don't even know you and i felt it.
cant wait for more(:
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Love is an electric blanket with somebody else in control of the switch.
<3
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park that car,
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